Hardships + Joys = Life and Mother of 4 boys Maybe funny, maybe sad, either way hope you learn and enjoy what I have to say. Feel free to comment if you like. (Yes I know, I need a new picture of my boys.)
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
It's March
Wow already into March. Amazing how time flies.
This is my mid-term week. Yeah me. I struggle so hard to keep my grades up and I am so worried about this weeks test.
I am very angry lately. Lucas's father just don't get it. He took the baby Friday night and buzzed his hair off. He is clueless. That hair is going to take about a year to come back as long as it was. It upsets me everytime I look at the baby. He does stupid stuff like this all the time and I am starting to worry he is not keeping an eye on him or something is going to happen to my baby while he is there. The more time goes by the more clueless he is. Lucas has been crying when I put him in his bed at night and I can only hope he does not leave him in bed to cry himself to sleep when he has him. I would never know, his father lies about everything. It seems to be getting worse. Lucas wakes up here at night fussing sometimes, he wants a drink. I am sure his father never hears him make a sound. The thought of the baby going there make me ill. I worry so much. I know he has never changed the battery in the smoke alarm. If it starts beeping he would just take it off the wall. I was the one who complained enough he finally bought one. The cheapest one of course and only one. Someone who can spend hundreds and hundreds on his stupid race car but has no regard for the safety and well-being of a child scares me. I can only pray to God that he watch over my son. Lucas's father never listens to anything I say. Like I have no idea what I am talking about when it comes to being a parent. Lucas is my 4th child. I think I know a little bit. Saturday is coming and I don't want him to go. Not that I am selfish, I am concerned now. I feel bad to intentionaly put my baby in harms way.
I don't know what to do....
This is my mid-term week. Yeah me. I struggle so hard to keep my grades up and I am so worried about this weeks test.
I am very angry lately. Lucas's father just don't get it. He took the baby Friday night and buzzed his hair off. He is clueless. That hair is going to take about a year to come back as long as it was. It upsets me everytime I look at the baby. He does stupid stuff like this all the time and I am starting to worry he is not keeping an eye on him or something is going to happen to my baby while he is there. The more time goes by the more clueless he is. Lucas has been crying when I put him in his bed at night and I can only hope he does not leave him in bed to cry himself to sleep when he has him. I would never know, his father lies about everything. It seems to be getting worse. Lucas wakes up here at night fussing sometimes, he wants a drink. I am sure his father never hears him make a sound. The thought of the baby going there make me ill. I worry so much. I know he has never changed the battery in the smoke alarm. If it starts beeping he would just take it off the wall. I was the one who complained enough he finally bought one. The cheapest one of course and only one. Someone who can spend hundreds and hundreds on his stupid race car but has no regard for the safety and well-being of a child scares me. I can only pray to God that he watch over my son. Lucas's father never listens to anything I say. Like I have no idea what I am talking about when it comes to being a parent. Lucas is my 4th child. I think I know a little bit. Saturday is coming and I don't want him to go. Not that I am selfish, I am concerned now. I feel bad to intentionaly put my baby in harms way.
I don't know what to do....
Sunday, March 4, 2012
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